I've been having some pretty vivid and off the wall dreams all throughout the pregnancy.
I had one just before we found out it's a boy that was about delivering a baby in a pool of water and it just slipped out.. almost shot out in one quick push and was perfectly clean and dry. It was crazy because of how detailed the dream was.
Then about a week ago I had this insanely detailed and long dream that hit on almost every single insecurity or fear that I have floating around in my subconscious. I woke up at 6:30 that morning terrified, still dark outside, and reached for the light but it had been turned off at the switch at the wall and wouldn't come on. The dream had upset me so much I had to call my mom and tell her about it and wouldn't get out of bed until the sun came up and it wasn't dark anymore (i know... who's the baby here).
Also, I've felt our baby boy moving around for a few weeks now but lately I've been wondering when the movements are going to get strong enough to feel from the outside and wondering when Jason will be able to feel them too. A few nights ago he did try but even though I could feel the kicking and tumble on the inside, Jason couldn't feel a thing on the outside yet. The next day when I was home alone I had just placed my hand on my stomach and he gave me a quick and hard punch/kick that I'm positive Jason would have been able to feel too. I just haven't been able to get him to do it again since then. So I guess all of this thought is what lead up to my dream from last night. This one wasn't scary but was pretty wierd I guess..definitely very detailed again.
In the dream I was in a room with my mom and we were looking at my tummy and talking about it all and then we saw his little foot roll across my stomach. About this time the surface and elasticity of my stomach started to resemble a latex balloon and his entire foot was protruding. I even remarked that he had all of his toes. I reached down and touched his foot and then he turned and pushed his face out instead. It was so bizarre because it was like a person pushing their face through a piece of rubber and I could see all of his facial features. He had my nose and Jason's lips. My mom and I were overwhelmed with excitement and just couldn't get enough of it. We kept calling to Jason in the other room and telling him to hurry, that he was missing it and he kept saying perfectly calm "It's okay. We're going to see plenty of it. We've got plenty of time." (Will he be that way during labor too? perfectly calm?)
(18 more weeks to go... wonder what else my brain will come up with while I try to get my winks in.)
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